Nexus

I am of you,
harbored decay of the past
bound in the cavities of your chest
constant like chaos, like change 

harbored decay of the past
knotting, swirling, twisting grief
constant like chaos, like change
a dark mass ever in motion

knotting, swirling, twisting 
an amalgamation
a dark mass ever in motion
seeking to escape this space

an amalgamation
of every heartache
seeking to escape
forever a magnet for fear

of every heartache
every moment of mourning
forever a magnet
to every self defeating thought

every moment of mourning
bound in the cavities of your chest
every self defeating thought,
I am of you. 

.ham