Crawlspace Love

and the way it is to me
is that you cannot 
always 
do the same for me
and sometimes,
I just want you to. 


It will not be the last 
night you will be happy 
and I will never forget
that there is so much love.


I hope you feel well
and then, 
you can come 
and get me  
out of my house. 


all I gotta do 
is say
its a little hard right now,
and then you can respond.


so I’m gunna give you 
the way 
we could have it 
the way 
we’re worth it
and then,
we hang it up for a couple days. 


but now, I gotta go,
if that’s the way you want it? 
I want it. All of it.
is it a good time?
I want it.
is it a one way?
I want it.
is this what it is going to be, 
great this time?


Is it time, 
to come home?

.ham

Holly McDermott